On My Knees Again

I am a sinner. (Shrug of the shoulders, downtrodden look.) I sin everyday. It not only means I am an idiot, it also means I am human. That sucks.

As a father, it seems that I am constantly telling my kids to do the same thing over and over and over, and over, and over, and over....

Then I think about my Heavenly Father...

Good heavens, talk about patience. I have lived four decades plus and He has spent everyday trying over and over to teach me the same stinking 5 lessons I should have learned when I was 12.

I need to apologize to my kids...

This song might be my theme song. It is like my Father singing over and over again to me "here you are down on your knees again, trying to find air to breathe again. And only surrender will help you now. I love you please see and believe again."

I wish. I hope. Maybe tomorrow I wont be such a moron. Maybe then I will understand...

Then I might understand when He says,

Here you are down on your knees Trying to find air to breathe Right where I want you to be again

(Oh, yeah, it is also the first song I learned to play on the bass... I'm not very good at it though)

Again - Flyleaf

I love the way that your heart breaks With every injustice and deadly fate Praying it all will be new And living like it all depends on you

Here you are down on your knees again Trying to find air to breathe again And only surrender will help you now I love you please see I believe again

I love that you're never satisfied With face value wisdom and happy lies You take what they say and go back and cry You're so close to me that you nearly died, oh

Here you are down on your knees again Trying to find air to breathe again And only surrender will help you now I love you please see and believe again

They don't have to understand you Be still Wait and know I understand you Be still Be still

Here you are down on your knees again Trying to find air to breathe again And only surrender will help you now The floodgates are breaking And pouring out

Here you are down on your knees Trying to find air to breathe Right where I want you to be again

I love you please see and believe again

Here you are down on your knees again Trying to find air to breathe again Right where I want you to be again See and believe!

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