Dear God...

It's me again down here Don't wanna sound insincere I'm lost Sometimes you're so unclear What can I do? I'm feeling so far from you

Frustrated Irritated Disconnected from it all The weight of the world Has pushed me to the wall.

Mormons pray. All the time. I pray. ALL. THE. TIME. And I don't think I am very good at it. Seriously, If I was God, I would be so sick and tired of this endlessly whiny child that can't seem to get it together. Seriously I pray about the same ten piddly problems I have every day and have for decades.

What is interesting to me is this is a powerful prayer, set to music. It is a hymn of sorts. But, it makes me sad because many Mormons will dismiss it because "Emma didn't put it in the first hymnal or it won't every be sung on Sunday..."

So I'll sing it and ponder the words. Because I am trying to pray better. I am trying to be better. I am trying to start again. I am trying to make a stronger connection and make it more than just about me and my piddly problems.

I surrender...

To you I'm giving in Come take me Save me I want to start again I'll open my broken heart 'Cause I've reached the end And you are the way to begin

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